//A DIAMOND ABSORBED IN A DEW DROP

A DIAMOND ABSORBED IN A DEW DROP

By |2020-02-06T06:00:45+00:00February 6th, 2020|Love|

 

Sometimes, we use the past to justify our current decision-making , and that’s the reason why we don’t want to let go.Will i live inside my story &past or let go and move on?Well I was a reckless son of separate parents who were not together from the past 3 years due to which i was left alone without the support of both the parents which my fellow friends are getting and living in hectic life with the race of getting success. Only the Support which left was my Partner whom i left .Sometimes it feels like You can’t let go of the belief that all relationships are bound to fail .During these circumstances with all my Efforts to make “our” life Beautiful I always end up with a Broken Result.I was in a relationship of 3 and Half years which I recently ended.School  love, I’d rather say. outside our relationship , I saw our relationship in an entirely different light. I found myself having to try harder and harder to connect with her, to be on the same wavelength. I started to become weary and cynical. I kept thinking that it was a phase, or a hiccup.But it was not I started to think that i am putting effort to make myself fit in that relationship i was not that strong enough who can took all the burden As a Son of Separate  parents and the Effort to fit in a relationship where  I couldn’t see us ever truly connecting in the real world. There was a distance between us, a chasm that was widening so rapidly that I was afraid I’d be swallowed up forever. I can’t express all those nightmare which brought me to this situation where i choose to move on to a happier stage of life of Self care and self love. So this is my new story and a new life as well .A soulmate isn’t the one who would feed your insides and not provide you the lasting feeling. A soulmate would touch each and every part of your body, mind and soul. The one who would make you believe a better version of yourself, every time you fall. The one whose hand holds you tight when she is not around. There is a connection that is deeper than love. Above all the physical and material belonging.Yes, she indeed was my soulmate. The one I gave into. Wholly and completely.Maybe love was nothing more than finding someone who loved the exact things that you did. That’s the cliche about love. You don’t choose it. It chooses you.And i Found myself in her who helped me to get out of those nightmare which made me shell. Received that text from that Girl and unfortunately she indeed was my friend’s EX .Started our convo as a Friend and Never thought that this would lead to a relationship that would last to this day.We started talking, and soon realised and we found out that we have a lot more than political views in common So apart from these it’s my new journey. We shared our little comfort with each other. During all the HIGH AND LOWS in my life She consoled me got flattered by the way she spoke in a sensible way.After my earlier relationship I no longer believed in Love,life anything good.Because there was not a point in my life which always tried to give me a knocked down But someone was there who genuinely cared how i felt without knowing much about me.I could see a better life with her. I knew there were bad people in the world,but now I also know that there are good people like you as well .Thanks for Everything You are the reason I look Forward to moving on with my life because before your existence in my life there was no Any other choice which i had to moved on .I felt in love, in depth & depth of the ocean of her Love. That’s exactly what falling in love is. Intentionally we never fall and Whatsoever i Fall just fall.I am glad i made a difference in my life.I don’t want to move on with that memory baggage of my past .Hope you will be the one Who will help me to forget that Bad memory baggage. She was the strength due to which i stand and face all the odd without fear. So I decided to express myself and don’t want to make it more complicated .After my breakup breaking  all the odds Every day i Woke up I tried to find reason to live Every night When i Slept I tried to find reason to not die .Every moments i tried to find reason to hope ,dream and love.But i never found them Until i met you Now i am Sure ,yes i am clear , i want to make my dream true,i want you to be my Permanent part of my life,Time decides our fate ,our journey,our destination.And when time changes everything changes .Everything Sometimes for worse Sometimes for better.And sometimes for the best .I never believed that until you happened to me.It’s not Story actually and maybe it’s not love but something more than a story and more powerful than love. It’s about you .Yes ,You my love!I have never been so much happy in any of my earlier relationships because that was not the feeling which i am feeling right now, i.e. for u and with u after meeting you .I not just found a special person in you but a mixture of infinity types of different tickling happiness with u. Just like that shy smile comes on my face after just a mere glance of you is also among one of those infinity type of happy circles .An infinity of love,care,trust,respect and understanding. We’ll stay strong with each-other. No???

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About the Author:

Hirak gogoi write article,story,poem which, considering where you’re reading this, makes perfect sense.He writes Non fiction story,article. Writing something exotic was always on his bucket list.He is from Assam (Sivasagar) a teen boy leading the life with a smile on his face and working hard for being the reason of others smile.

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