What is this? Where am I? Why does everything hurt? This light… It burns. I scream and cry. Breathing is difficult. I feel like if I don’t keep breathing, I might cease to exist. It was so good before. So warm. I felt safe. I don’t feel safe here. I want to go back to where I was. Darkness was better. How could this happen?
I was yanked out, rather abruptly. A white being held me and I screamed. I was freezing. It is very uncomfortable. Green beings took turns holding me and I was passed down to a red being. I was able to recognize sounds. The red being sounded sad. I recognized the voice. I had heard it often, almost daily, the past 3 months.
Finally... One familiar being.
The red being held me close. I could sense no hostility and the danger I had felt, subsided. I like this red being. Something was put into my mouth. I don’t know how but I immediately started sucking. Wow. I didn’t even know I could do that. Fluid flooded my mouth. What was this new sensation? I can feel something new in my mouth. I didn’t know I could feel things in my mouth. Well, it looks like I have a lot to learn.
My mouth was filled and I didn’t know what to do with the fluid. I keep sucking and the fluid disappeared from my mouth. I felt it traveling downwards within me. What a scary feeling… I couldn’t have enough of the fluid! I wanted more! I kept sucking. I began observing my surroundings. The red being was still sounding sad and I felt droplets of water fall on my face. I wondered what the drops were. I continued sucking. I am good at it. I decided I will be the best at consuming fluid.
I became aware of other beings. The red being was making sounds and a new black being pulled me away from the fluid! I immediately started screaming! I wanted the fluid! This new being felt hostile. I was feeling safe no longer. I wanted to go back to the red being. The red being felt safe. I felt the new scary being applying pressure on my legs. He suddenly let out an explosive sound! It shocked the hell out of me. I am in danger. I need to go back to the red being. The red being was making loud sad sounds but the volume of the sound kept reducing.
I keep screaming. The black being never made any sounds. My surrounding were changing too fast. The black being had finally let me go and placed me down. I felt safe. Something was falling on me. It was uncomfortable. It became darker. My breathing became suffocated. There was a lot of pressure on me. It turned pitch black. The pressure vanished. I felt like I was floating…
Suddenly, I was enveloped in a white bright light. I was engulfed in an extremely reassuring warmth! I saw a blazingly white figure approach me. I felt no hostility, only love. I knew this is where I belong. I was sure my red being would join me here. The white being spoke to me without uttering a word.
I understood it perfectly, “Welcome home.”
This story is dedicated to all the souls that have suffered due to one of society’s worst evils. Female Infanticide. I hope this inspires people to always speak up against evil.
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